Monday, April 18, 2005

wistful for the ephemeral

Ever find yourself homesick, yet uncertain for what you long?

I don't want my family, nor old friends. . .it's more of a longing for something I've not quite tasted. I've felt this feeling before, though I didn't realize I was feeling it today, until I began listening to Over the Rhine's melancholy melody, Mary's Waltz.

Is it a longing for heaven that leaves me not quite woeful, but not quite whole?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ceri, had no idea you listened to Over the Rhine. They played beautifully at Cornerstone last year. She has a great coffee-house voice. I especialled loved her version of the "Hallelujah" song off the Shreck Soundtrack.

Anonymous said...

By now, I'm sure you've gotten my email about the song, "How Could I Say", but now I identify it as most likely an expression of this, hmm, je ne sais pas, perhaps? How can we describe it? Is it a longing to feel whole, displayed by an unconscious search in everything or everyone we encounter?